Momma is no longer cleared to run...basically because my placenta is a big 'ol party pooper.
At my anatomy ultrasound on Monday the tech and a student she was mentoring did all of the fun baby measurements and assured me everything looked great and then kept going back to measuring around my cervix. I just thought the student needed more practice getting a good image, but after the tech asked if I'd experienced any bleeding and asked me to empty my bladder a second time so that they could give that measurement another go, I realized there might be more to it.
Basically it's not a huge deal, but my placenta (that word is so weird) is located pretty close to my cervix right now, and it's just something to keep an eye on as the pregnancy progresses to make sure my little girl has a clear path to escape from when she decides to make her entrace into the world. It could move back as the baby grows, so hopefully the issue will resolve itself.
For now, I'm on "pelvic rest", which means nothing because D is gone, if you catch my drift, and can not run or do any high impact activities. I could walk the 13.1 miles if I wanted to...hah, hahahaha, but let's be real, I'll be on the sidelines with a warm beverage and cheering my loudest.
Part of me is super bummed- not so much at the fact that I can't run, but more at the realization that I won't be able to say I ran a half marathon at 20 weeks pregnant and also that I won't have the chance to try for it again. It's silly really, but it was a goal and I worked those long weekend runs to get literally less than a week out from race day and find out it won't be happening. Another part of me is SO relieved. I was looking forward to the race this weekend, but mostly it being OVER so that I could slow way down and relax a little bit. I am definitely thankful that my appointment was before this weekend, because bleeding out in the middle of thousands of runners is not my idea of a good time. (Gagggg me.)
Anyways, cross your fingers that my placenta stops being an uber bitch and relocates herself. I'll go back in 4 weeks to have another ultrasound and see what the deal is. I'll also get to see my girl again, so that's the silver lining there. Worse case? If things move further into the no-zone I guess I might have to have a c-section, which is not something I'd appreciate- mostly because of the scar factor (so vain). BUT, I would have it scheduled, which would ensure my mom and other people were here and in place for the big day.
I need to not even go there yet.
SO anyways. Less talk about that, more talk about the fact that I am officially HALFWAY THERE. When did that happen?! I have my 20 week appointment today and am anxious to hear more from my doctor about everything going on. Update tomorrow, hopefully.
Tonight I'll be celebrating Halloween with my little mouse, who coincidentally hates costumes and is too shy to go up to someones door by herself. Sort of got roped into trick or treating with some neighbors, so we'll see how long that lasts!
Stay warm and eat candy!
xo,
H